A Lonely CurseA Lonely Curse by legendaryWolfman
I am the lone wolf, who runs swiftly through the night.
I run on my own and howl alone with no one ever beside me.
Almost like the moon when it shines in the night sky but unlike the moon, I hide from the world.
Hiding in the shadows, away from humans.
Never allowing them to get close, knowing that they see me as a monster and will hurt me.
No one will understand my pain, my sadness, or me.
Through out my life, I have always been alone and will always be alone.
Never to be loved, only to be hated and judged.
Knowing everyday I'm losing myself, knowing that the darkness will consume me one day.
I howl in pain and despair, loneliness has become a curse
Between life and deathBetween life and death by lulu-illussions
again and again on my knees
broken by those who should help me stand
not sad nor happy in this life
and getting up
again and again
after every fall
more determined to keep standing
more desperate to avoid another
depression doesn´t hurt
it´s beyond limits of sadness
beyond any other feeling known by mam
being alive is too hard
there are easier ways around
why to stand up after fall?
stubbornly holding on worthless things
patiently crying when no one hears
broken pieces glued together
effort testing limits of strength
buying time to find more will
forgetting to smile
what did it feel like
for the last time?
|I am a artist and poet. I do 3-d and digital art. I write poems that are depressing and dark. I also write stories on fanfiction and fictionpress. I think werewolves are cool and love to play a game that lets you play as one. I am a gamer, i grew up with old game systems and learn how to become good player at games even though I played by myself most of the time. I believe that life can be hard at times but we have to stay strong and keep going even if you believe you can't. I consider myself a lone wolf even though I have friends but a lot of the time I feel alone. I try to be there for my friends and will help them when they need it.|